Discipline Discipline No Time No Time

God Please Help!!

If you can dream it, you can achieve it.

Everyone was so excited with New Year Resolutions. They either have achieve what they dream for last year or were discourage by the fact that their goals was trampled due to some unforseen or I should say unprepared circumstances. Whatever it is everyone Love fresh start and look forward for a better growth this year.

I shall admit I have not been growing much in my self discipline. At least not what I see I should have achieve. I'm a very impulsive person and I can only pick up myself when there is pressure and force or by constant reminder. Don't you think so, we are very forgetfull creature? I am :)

Striving to be discipline is still my struggle and I hope through many circumstances, challenges, worries, and perserverance I can reap this quality of self discipline.God says he diciplines whom he love right? Thus, I shall not loose heart even along the way I see more and more of my weaknesses.

My dream for this year is simple and I believe I am not too ambitous. What I want is to be a stronger disciple that when rains and storms come that I'm able to resist it definately by God's strength that I'm able to do it. So I shall start my year in the area of being a woman with a Gentle and Quiet Spirit, stronger within and not easily be distracted by cicumstances and social conditionaning or even peer pressure. I'm reading up the Bible on the 1st Fruit of the Spirit of Love and a book called " A Woman Forbidden Emotions". Will share more of this as I'm reading it k.

Do pray for my mum and dad to come home safely to home ground. Shiau Foong encourage me that God love them more than I do. I just got to trust God for their salvation, Yup trusting will always be a starting point of Loving him deeply. I got to thank my lovely room mate who initiate a daily household prayer and Li Kean who faithfully waking me up in the morning to prioratize my day for my Lord..

As for my personal goals I'm striving for a 4B's in my last 4 paper for my Degree. I'm striving to study at least 5 hours a day before my finals in May. Time does flies and I got to be serious about it. Irene says 2007 resolution be " positive"!! we can do it again, God will help us we just got to trust and be consistent. I'm setting my goals and looking forward to enter into Zulrafique to do my practise. If God's allow I can even teach Contract Law or Public Law with my B's. I can do better than Mr Adrian hahahaha.

I guess that's it not too ambitious right? Personal character, Walk with God, Bearing fruit, Loving others,Studies...I'm gonna missed the Ipoh mission for this 6 months. As a disciple I'm also learning to be in the habit of all the five areas during covenant renewal. So as a kick start will focus for the next 6 months and looking forward for MSC to finished 2007.

So far everything is sounding pretty good. I have a goal and a step by step plan on how to accomplish, now it’s time to get to work, right? Wrong. Plans rarely go precisely as you intended. I must leave room for errors and hurdles and how to get beyond them. Maybe you calculate you will need $10,000 for a down payment on that dream home. You plan to put aside $200 out of every weekly paycheck for the next year. By the end of that time, you should have your down payment. Unless an emergency expense pops up you didn’t plan on. Then what? Plan for the unexpected when planning goal settings.

Once you have your plan committed to paper, barriers and all, it’s time to get to work. On the days when you feel discouraged or feel it’s just too hard, go back over your plan. Make adjustments if necessary. Make a point to glance at the picture of your goal settings at least twice a day; morning and night. Most importantly, believe you can do it.

Lets get motivated!!!

If you can dream it, you can achieve it

There is None Like you

There is None Like You

There is none like You
No one else can touch my heart like You do
I could search for all eternity long and find
There is none like You

Your mercy flows like a river wide
And healing comes from
Your hands
Suffering childer are safe in Your arms
There is none like You

I could search for all eternity long and find
There is none
There is none
There is none like You

Lecka Lecka

Having blog about temptatations I'm gonna fall into one this Saturday. I don't know why I'm having a hock on Lecka but for sure I'll recommend you to go for the ambiance or I shall say the ice cream ;) ...Actually in the right terms is Sherbert ( Pronounce as sho beh ) made from gelato-dairy free. So Stephen can eat...100% Vegetarian so it is healthy :) hehehe not kidding :)

Yeah!! I'm looking forward for that Nockies!! But for now got to make sure my sore throat recover soon. I'm feeling bit sick now and if I catch a cold and fever I'll be so sad :( Drinking tons of H20 now but it still dont go away :(

Pls pray for me ya~~ I want to have a great weekend.

TemptationSsssss

I can still clearly remember one of the CF camp I have attended this year discusses the topic of temptations. Before the topic starts, the organisor called up my Name.

" Can I have Evelyn, where is Evelyn, Ya Can we have Evelyn to pray for us
before we start. Shock!! Oh ok sure! Thus I went up to the front from my comfort
position leaning on the piller and holding the mic and then utter my Prayer. And
of course like the usuall CCC behaviour and practise Grace shout " come on
Evelyn !!

Yup having all that I'm tempted to say " Ha? Me? er...can you get someone else ( My heart says: You can't do it and you'll utter nonsense ) But nontheless the spirit who guided me to say ( Its ok, all you want to do is to present your praises and worship before God, the spirit will tranceed for you) So it was a Choice.

At times, choices is not that easy..it entice us, it haunts us and it stir our emotions into doing it. Temptations can be both by actions and ignorance. Even we clearly aware that it is wrong or forbidden by God we are still unable to resist it.

It was just so Strong and I am just so weak. Classic example has been laid down by God via Eve who ate the apple from the forbidden tree. Sometimes I wonder, it was just an apple she has so little will power. Yup! it was just an apple, but we are not tempted by the fact it was an apple we are tempted by the fact that our ear is turning to listen to all the false hope and pleasure that we may received as a result of doing a certain action.

Justin, says " TEMPTATIONSSsss" with a silent "s" that when we are tempted we kept it in secret coz it was not something we want others to know. It is shameful to let others know we are tempted. But the fact is because we seldom heard from others about this and we assume we are the only Alien who struggle with it. Rest assured " I am not singling my self out from this guilt " I was just so hard, so tough, and you feels like giving up everytime you fail to make the correct choice. At times it take charge over you even to dictate how you should behave, you keep on sinning and you can't see any hope any more.

At the camp we lay it down on a piece of Paper what temp us in our daily lives. Yup writting it down will be of great help to see how we have been attacked by social conditioning. Belief you me you'll amaze by the numbers of things you are tempted with ( eg: movie; chocolates; video games; sleeping; angry; bitterness; fashion; ludeness; physical intimacy etc etc ) That are just a few. You can try to list all that down on every page and fit in appropriate scripture to tell you that it was wrong.

As a congregation of law students, we want to uphold Res ipsa Luquitor Let the facts speak for it self. We debate on how we can overcome and sets better example in our Christian life to others. If you ask me, it would work by debating nor telling our self that I'll not do it again. Less that you know, that is the first thing you'll do.

I belief in Confession and Accountability. This would be the harder thing to do than to say I'll not do it again. I was reading about this book " Not even a Hint " by Joshua Harris on how to overcome some of the temptations we faced. Like what the book title suggested is that, we shall abstained from anything that will cause us to fall into such temptation. For example if you are struggling with sexuall sins, dont even look at magazines, and ensure you pick the right movie to watch. If you are struggling with cheese cakes temptations dont even walk into any bakery or cakes shops. The key was abstained.

That is one way of overcomming it. Since we are very human, we tend to do the opposite of what we know is right.

Bible says: Romans 10:10 for with the heart a person believes,
resulting in righteousness, and with the mouth he confesses, resulting in salvation.

1 John 1:9 (Whole Chapter) [Ps 32:5; Prov 28:13] If we confess our
sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and [Titus 2:14] to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

I believe non of us are perfect, though we are working hard towards it. Even So, God knows our weaknesses. He is a God who provides ways for us to overcome those guilt and chance for repentance. Otherwise, the word repentance will not even appear in the bible right? I was tought as a young Christian that Godly Sorrow leads to repentance..Is'nt that lovely?

I pray that 2007 will be a great year for each one of us. Do accept the fact that the world is full with temptations, but God has given us his Kingdom so that we can overcome even the impossible.

Love you Guys!! Happy New Year!!

Christmas Feel

Hi Everyone!! How's Christmas thus far? I think I enjoyed the holiday so much. I think this is the only year that I've attended most of the Carolling session. I'm so excited to watch the song leaders sing those Christmas Carols and it really brings alot of joy and worship of Christ Birth and purpose for this world. I had a great time with the Twins ( Pui Woon and Pui Cheng) and Shiau Fong on the first nite in KLCC. They are just a bunch of really fun people to be with and get inspired on.

On the 24th nite, I was in the church doing decoration on the Christmas tree and it was just so fun playing around with the gold dust and laughing at all the pictures we hang on the Christmas tree. I'm so exhausted the following day but it was still real Christmas feel to me. Church service was awesome!! I just loved the sermon and Vincent had definitely done a real great Job. Christmas is about Giving and Loving!! yup, to Love is to give!!

And finally 25th a day with my Boyfriend! Dennon say " Fuyoh!! Marathon date! We dated from 12:30pm till 10:30pm. I really enjoy the time with him and the time just flies without us realising it. It make it even harder to say good bye. Nevertheless it was just so wonderful to be around with him. Most wonderful gift I had this year is to have quality time with you!!

Next round of party at home, watching the video clip about Aaron proposal.Wow!! Awesome, non stop great news from Heaven! Finally another couple is getting married! Congratulations guys hope you have a wonderful moment ahead settling down for greater things.

I had enough of marathons and here I come my baby my Bed my pillow my comforter and ZZzzzzzZZzz...26th !! Its Boxing day!! I'm unwrapping all the gift and I got a handbag from Shiau Fong! Oh my God!! It was marvellous! I love it so much thank you! thank you! thank you!

and thus Christmas is over! I'm sitting down reflecting and thinking about my journey next year. How should I go about? What is the thing I want to see, What are the things I need to change and what will life be like after graduating ? I'm looking forward...