Friday, July 25, 2008

Tragedy

My Lecture has change to every Friday 1pm - 4.30pm. So today with full enthusiam, I get ready to go into class to deliver my lecture, while in the lift something come into my mind ( mind the gaps - and I recall how I first fell down during a lecture) it was such an embarrasment lah...

So while, I'm walking in the class and trying to put my attendants list and stationaries on the table..( "PAK"..fall down :( blink blink ) oh My God!! sakitnye...so I help myself up and two other class rush forward to help..."Thanks :) I sat down for a minute...and recall why bad things always happened to me? So what should I say now?

After the 5 minute I stood up and start my lecture. So I say " So that's the joke of the day...:) everyone start laughing and say miss " I think you should start wearing Clogs... hahahahaha...

ok..tahts that way it is lah...

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Can't Wait

Today CLP exam is finally over. Huh! I personally felt the tiredness and mental torment for this two weeks. I'm so proud of each one of them, fighting hard and never gave up. At least I dont have to wake up early in the morning and travel to UM anymore. I need some rest....

This Saturday gonna have a special treat from someone special :). I'm so grateful even when there is many times in my disciple life things just don't work out so well or the way I wanted it to be. Things can be change, just need a little more understanding and forgiveness.

Just letting go the pass and move forward to a better year and build more wonderful memories. God is faithful and he remembers every promises he said, I will trust the Lord.

Monday, July 21, 2008

Energy Flow

This is my Favourite. Mr David is teaching me this piece :)

Friday, July 18, 2008

Stars


I love stars when I was a child, I still do, it was just amazing to see how God beautifully created them and put them on the sky..Have you ever wonder why God created them? In Kl stars is hardly seen anymore, the polution level is worrying...maybe in years to come stars will be hardly seen anymore.

The stars is known by the scientist by name, But to God every stars carries with it his purpose and love from above. Why do I say so? It is amazing to see how this world is being created and every details of it. The stars is proven to give energy to the earth, it keeps us warm and the plants grow..it creates a romantic feelings and amazement to the creatures.

Everyone want to be a star in their life, likewise for Chistians we want to shine in the life of others. Touch their hearts and keep them warm with our hugs and smile and above all to help them to be able to know their creater who is in heaven.

Hmm...I Love stars.. Shiau Foong said, the stars in Cameron Highlands is obvious and glaring..

Monday, June 30, 2008

Pot Holes

Yesterday was a great Sunday listening to the sermon and attending the leaders meeting. I can't help to share to others about the lesson and the good news which is spread around the pool of leaders.

I'm not only spiritually ill discipline, I'm also financially ill. Four years ago as a student, I'm squezzing my Bank account for my exam fees and the many months of unpaid leave months for my exam. So when I completed my LLB I'm declared a Bankrupt with only RM10 left in my bank.

Thank God that he provided for me during difficult times and I thank all the Brothers and Sisters who has been giving to me. Giving me encouragement and food to eat, I'm definitely so grateful and thankful for all the sacrificial love from all of you.

Meanwhile, God also provided me a job right after I finish my LLB in a travel agency in Mont Kiara. Two months later I'm offered to lecture in my college and given a chance despite my poor results. God is definitely gracious and walking every steps with me. I've promise God that I'll spent wisely when I get my pay and I'll remember him.

So I started my savings since Feb this year. Keeping money for rainy days and just live by my budget. Although, many months I have over spent but I still got some money to keep. Which is an encouragement to me... :)

When we grow older, commitment is increasing and I'm struggling to cope with the recent inflation. Vincent convicted me that I need to be a Thermostate to change the temperature of my environment as opposed to complaining and grumbling with the situation I face.

No matter how little I have I know, God is there to take care of me and provide for me and as a disciple I also gain conviction to be financially responsible. Sometimes it is just so tempted to spent on clothes and shoes and buying things to encourage myself after all my hardwork.

It is definely not easy, but for something great in future. When Vincent shared about the Building Funds I must confess I felt burden too..Can't deny that I'm struggling to give. Sometimes when I look back, no matter how I struggle I will still have food to eat and watching a movie or hang out with friends.

It is true to say that doing things for others is more difficult then for our own. It is easier to keep for one self then to give to the poor. I'm praying about it, I know God will continue to bless and provide for each one of us at any ciscumstances.

If someone with RM800 can take care of a family of 5, what are we complaining?

Don't worry if he care for the Birds he care for you Too :)

Work hard and save up :)