The Porter's Hand

Do enjoy this lovely song. It just remind me so much about how wonderful my creator is and how wonderful I am being his creation. There is always so many things to thank God for everyday..

Today Matters

Like all the usuall day expression " Huh Tired! So fast the time past! I did not do much last year, I shall start again in 2009 and the list of complaints and whyning will go on and on and on...

For me, that is true but not absolute. Looking back in year 2008, I've done alot...everyday my schedule is packed and I know I've achieve something. Today my student bought me a chocolate cake from Secret Recipe :) Is that an achievement in 2008? I guess it was the best gift ever when your fellow student come and just give you a warm smile and a sweet little thank you... I believe I'm absolutely encouraged by that.

My Student's referral is out today..some pass and some need to repeat the year..It is always easier to bring good news than to break the bad news to them..looking at their hardword but not equals to their result is definitely hard breaking...Anyway, like the usuall word of affirmation " God knows best " We just have to give our best and he'll do the rest.

Meanwhile, today I still struggle to wake up to do quiet time, but I force myself to pray and read my bible so that I can make it awesome today....Why it has to be so hard...motivation is so low..yesterday I prayed that God gave me the heart again to serve and love people...everything seems so draggy ....grrrrrrr ahhhhhhhhh...

I tell myself I shall not waste my time anymore, do something radical...go Jogging hahahaha....Oh dear...just had another piece of cheese cake this morning...blame it to Shiau Foong wahahaha...

ok..having said so many things...Today really matters, so I put this down to inspire you to do great things in a difficult situation..so that when 2009 comes to an end, you can give more thanks to God for his goodness and faithfullness..

I shall start putting down some goals this year..May God be glorified...

God Bless...

Shopping

After the tiring month of preparing and focusing on HOPE WORLDWIDE, finally it comes to an end. It was a stress, fun and exciting time for all the volunteers. My dark circles is rather unbearable already!! need some eye mask, lemon and cucumber...

2009 coming liao...like every year my resolution is to look better than the year before. People say when you get older all the paint, powder, foundation need to be used to tampal those pot holes on the face.... So "Cham" :(

So I decided to release my mid life crisis with some shopping, and cutting my hair...I think I need to do something with my hair...haih...like Siow Po...

Anyway, Monday is my eye treatment appointment and yesterday I bought a dress for my self and a working bag...Feel extremely Good..But I promised someone to keep money ;&
ok..ok I promised after sales...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

Thanks for all the greetings, messages, email, facebook, gifts and celebration. Thanks for overwhelming me with lots of Love and assurance.

This year was special coz I can leave the college without having to go through the misserable mock exam :) Wo hoooo! and my honey plan a celebration for me..(so sweet) and my department head bought me a present ( intimate Encounters with GOD). And guess what I got RM200 for Hope Charity Concert from my HR Manager dated 19/12/2008..

It was just so sweet and overwhelming :) I'm so grateful to have all of you and God has definitely blessed me with those frienship.

Thanks for Everything :)

Magic Box

Yesterday I was reading a few books just for pleasure...I realised I got motivated whenever I read something inspiring but that inspired moment is just for a fleeting time..

To keep me inspired, I have to put it into practise..but you know lah...I'm a terrible Sanguine that only do things 50% and then lost focus and turn to something else..haih..sigh :(

How good sometimes if there is a Magic Box, I can just choose what I want and turn back time to finish up whatever I've left behind or just at least do better on those things I did not, build those friendship and catch up with those long lost friend that I've lost contact..

Anyway God definitely know better than I, thus we can't argue that things has not passed and refused to change. He works in ways that is so immesurable and human just have to realised that God is always in control..

Struggle and learned

The Children's camp was one of the biggest lesson I've learned this year. Sometimes, I've tried hard to gel into groups..deny my insecurity and learn to be close with others. Many times I find myself struggle in big groups and especially I've no peers around me.

One thing for sure, I'm learning to be secure and trust God in every where he put me in. I'm so convicted with the lesson on " Endurance " Sweet and Simple. To be successfull you have to accept failure and continue to peservere and never give up.It really helps me to see how I need to learn to build this character..therefore, this will be one of my new year resolution for 2009...