His Faithfullness

Sometimes life is just full of troubles and things we want to achieve. Many times the standard we set is as a result of our life experience and peer pressure. But above all we all find our path and love in Jesus which we might not understand...

Lelaki InI Anuar Zain

How to respond ?

As a disciple we are thought to Love and reach out to the Lost. Many a times because we understand these concept we also want to be Love and be reach out to. As a disciple we are thought to Love our neighbour and pray for our enemies. So I thought....hmm interesting...who is my enemy then? I shall go home and spot them...I mean not my housemate I mean I shall go home to put it on paper and pray for them.

Sometimes it is just Hard to relate to them, but one thing I shall remember Jesus says: "I come for the sick" thus we are all equally sick people, we are not superior than the other.

This two weeks was a challenging week for me. Everyone is talking about results and I'm one of the minority who does'nt make it for a second class. It can be heart broken though after 4 years of hard work and I reap the fruit that I have sown. Anyway, I know I'm not in control of things I can't be mourning and self pity about it. Life is more important than just results.

Somehow knowing God, makes me believe in Justice than I was before. People says there is no justice in this world. I say there is! God will make Justice when time comes, otherwise we shall not even believe in Heaven right? So just like Love is from him thus we ought to love like him..and Justice is by him and we ought to obey..( Don't try to argue with me on this I'm not a Juris)

I love what I'm doing now, God has prepared the journey for me and I just need to keep going. Challenge and troubles will come, it is not why it comes but how I could respond with God glorifying attitude so that they can praise him for his works for a wretch like me.

So everyone, don't be sad for me. Don't be afraid to ask me about my results..God have a plan for me and a plan to prosper me and not to harm me, a plan to give me Hope and a Future...Love is what matters...

Thank God for all of you and my Lovely Boyfriend...Life is still beutiful to me :)

God is so Real

Tired...5 more minute I'll wake up and do QuiTe Time and prayer before work. tRIT..tRIT..tIT..tRITTTTTTTT (Alarm Clock) " eVE WAKE Up go to work.... Huh ok...I'm going to wake up...just give me another 5 minute...someone is using the bathroom...Shiau Foong :- ok..

5 minute dream
Dad was reading the news paper, mum is not around. I'm sitting next to him " Dad..its time to know God and study up the bible...Dad: Putting down his paper and turn to me and said " Alrite dear " I immediately HUG him and said " Thank you Dad and I'm in tears disbelieving the truth of it...

Suddently we heard children singing outside our house we went to the window and peep out, "Sir we are collecting funds for our church and we are carrying the Cross coz Jesus is our Lord..and we love him...

Trit..trit...trit.............I woke up and I'm in tears..OH MY GOD!! I kneel and pray " Dear Father in heaven is this your will for me to speak up and stand for what is right? God please humble me your servant for my dad's salvation sake.....

Some hear this will think it was just a dream but it was indeed an unforgettable moment for me in my Christian life.

A week latter, my Brother called. Bee..dad is not feeling well he want to go home to Ipoh for medical check up. Mum:- Dear I miss you, your dad is old already I told him not to worry so much and pray..Bible says " Do not worry " Your dad is willing to pray with me every nite. You do pray for him oso...Wow!! Mum is so positive!! I tahan my tears, my voice is trembling and I cant hold my tears and Thank God for his plan..

For those who know my story " My dad is not a Christian, he use to persecute mum from going to church and chase my Aunt who is a Christian out from our house and he just hate Christian. When I decided to get baptised is indeed a sting in his heart...I've learn to love him over the years as how Christ has love me. When I've no faith God is providing a way..

I believe God is so real.. Do welcome them when they are home!! I misses them so much after a Long 10 months...Dear Reader please pray for my Dad's health ya..

Love you all,
Eve

My New Home

It's real Busy yet so fun being a Lecturer. At least life is full of colours and challenges while you contribute to the society, teaching them the meaning of what life and education can do good to them. So this is how we have fun in the staff room besides reading and reading and reading and reading and reading....that's my job for the time being...

U . P . DATES

At the Interview after the lecturing performance ( mock Lecture ):

Evelyn, how long it takes for you to prepare for this topic? me: 2 hours or so. Is this your favourite subject? Hmm not exactly I'm preparing it as it was one of my favourite topic and with the short time I have, so I guess it was a good topic to prepare.

Mr. Felix: Evelyn, if you work hard you'll go a long way. Ms Betty: Yup you can teach you have stand a challenge with the rest of them by doing a totally different topic. Mr Felix: knod with aggrement and approval. So what is your favourite subject? me: Contract. Ms Betty: If I give you a chance to teach contract you'll be more than glad? me: :) Yup!

So Evelyn why you want to teach? To be frank, I'm studying Law with the intention to become a lawyer one day, but my perspective have change along the way. The dedication, the hard work and Love from the Lectures have inspired me to be part of them. So here I am.

Mr. Felix: Great! I'm looking for someone with a heart to teach and with a passion. So Ms Betty what do you think? Yup she is good, I'll give her a chance. Mr Felix: I think you will do well, you just have to do more research for the lecture and build your student confidence in you. Alrite Evelyn " WELCOME ON BOARD " Here's your schedule for next week intensive training. We'll be the Monsters student, Please talk to your Boss about it and call me if there is anything you need.

Meanwhile, I hope the Best for you, we'll streamline again in September to choose the FINAL 8. Please go home and think trough 3 subjects of your best that you want to lecture and we'll see if we can give it to you...

Any question? Mr Felix, If I don't do my CLP will it be a detriment? Nope but eventually you will need to do your Masters. We have partner with the local university and if you intend to teach, LLM is what you should be looking at.

BLA BLA BLA.....7:20pm..Evelyn thanks for your time...see you on MONDAY.

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Uncle JAGA

Hi Uncle! Hi Chemor...you come for interview? Yeah! I got it I'm coming next Monday dont tahan me ya!! Uncle..no lah welcome Welcome..

Fuh!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!! God thank you so much giving me a chance to teach.. Shiau Foong and Li Kean you have been a real supporter and best friend to me. Meanwhile cannot forget my dedicated Brother Scott who give lots of advice and Input and Sock Wei for the correction and guidance. Thank you everyone for praying for me...

Love you'll... Monday 9.30am Will be in ATC for my first day training! Hip Hip Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!