Don't Stop To Trust Him

JOB

I was struggling Quiet Time for such a longest time this year. Trying to get back on track and be grateful for all that God has done. I found this video is Joshua Harris Website. If you are struggling to have time to sit down and spent time with God, I pray that you'll find your love again.

What is it with me lately ?

Fuh!...Finally I have sometime to write or I must say I must write this...I've been busy with classes, planning my finance, worrying about my mum and dad who is quite sick lately. My Dad has been coughing for the past 1 year and it is contageous and thus mum oso got it. Recently, God sent a lovely angel to bring him to see a doctor while I'm not around. As of today I'm gonna do something radical, I hate to see myself being so helpless at this moment. I sometimes wish I am the leader of the family, and able to provide and dictate what to do. Maybe, that is also why God create me as a girl is for me to learn to surrender to God and provide them emotional support instead.

Radical? As you know me and my rice barrell I can't live without it and maybe it's time to get away from that addiction of eating to much rice. I shall surrender this to God and really on my knee praying and asking God earnestly for healing.

I also has gone the extra miles for an interview, if God is willing and it is his plan for me, I shall leave my teaching career to the corperate world and continue to put my trust in God that he'll provide.

About my future, I felt I'm more surrender this time round. I guess, worrying too much is not good, and it only brings more discouragement. I know God will take care of it for me, in his proper timing he will grant me the desire of my heart what is best for me.

Meanwhile, do keep me in your prayer, and give me some encouragement to spur me on.

Love!

It is the time of the Year

Yeah! Its Valentines again...This is the moment where most girls received flowers and gift without good reason. The only reason is that since it is like any other festive like Chinese New Year and Christmas we all tag along and enjoy those moment.

As for my church this year we have wonderful plans for the Singles to party together, and Bible talks to remember God's love. I personally enjoy this time of the year..looking forward to be love and hopefully share some love with others.

I know many out there is lonely and might not enjoy this time of the year, but one thing for sure God is faithful and he love each one of us everyday and every seconds of our life. If I do have a chance, I would share with you how wonderful my Lord is to you..

Meanwhile, don't be discourage even if there is no one appreciate you the very least you could encourage others. Bible has the wisdom that says those who encourage others will themself be refresh..

Here wishing all of you Happy Valentines Day. I LOVE YOU!

To Love Someone is to see God Face to Face

The title is so nice that I forget to understand it. Loving someone is something really difficult for me, but it really put a smile on my face when I sucessfully love someone. To see someone smile and appreciation of the encouragement was the greatest achievement I ever get.

The toughest thing for me is to forgive someone when she or he hurt me. To say I forgive you seven times in a day take so much of me..But nevertheless I am at the obligation to forgive since Jesus forgive me more than I could calculate myself.

So to make someone happy and love is to say " I forgive you" and I belief in you. I feel love if Jesus were to say that to me.

2nd thing that I felt tough is to say " I'm sorry" that takes lots out of me too...My pride hurt badly and I can't see why I am wrong...But to say I'm sorry to Jesus like Peter did makes God smile...but to just keep self pity about it makes things worse.

The principle of forgiving and keep Loving someone is just so simple..but to practise it was a great challenge.

I decide to keep loving despite the fact that it is hard..Hopefully one day I may see God face to face than to look so ugly like a grumpy old lady...hmm..

Meanwhile, Cheers for now..keep loving, keep understanding, keep for giving and happy Chinese New Year and Happy Holiday to all of You..

Bring back Ang Pau for me ya...

The Porter's Hand

Do enjoy this lovely song. It just remind me so much about how wonderful my creator is and how wonderful I am being his creation. There is always so many things to thank God for everyday..