6:05pm...so tired on a Saturday afternoon Lectures. 2 more lectures and 5 more reversion classes...I shall take a break to enjoy myself.
Very stressed and tired the whole week. So many things need to prepare and so many classes to entered into. Standing and teaching is just so challenging, 3 long hours on heals and writing on the board and talking as loud as I can...I just wish after all the teaching and yelling and hard work someone will just come up and say.." I appreciate you..
Sometimes, that will not come true..I shall only keep the feelings to myself. I can only work without expectation this is the world had for me. I pay you " you better work hard". I believe you can relate to me.
This year my new year resolution is to really look at others interest before mine. I'm a total failure and I felt so lausy...I can't lower down my standard to put myself on other people's shoe...It just does'nt fit.. the more I force myself...the more I felt discourage when I can't control the situation.
Who will understand?
Let me
