Thursday, March 09, 2006

Looking Forward

I guess it has been a tiring day preparing "Hearsay" my 99.99 percent sure question and it was not on the paper. Hope it does'nt happen to May papers or else it will be a disaster to me.

Anyway, it has became a past tense and shall look forward for May paper. Don't even feel like collecting my scripts and it will be a second mockery to me before my real paper. Being Positive, yup that is all I need. Yup I am jumbling up everything. Sooo sooo messy.

Last day to organise my self and preparing my self for the up coming challenge. I have decided to stop blogging for this time and shall work hard for exams. Though I would love to...I shall updates my many good and bad news in June.

Meanwhile, there is time for everything. There is a beginning and there shall be an ending says my lecture to those who fail to conclude their essays. Mr Paul Linus will continue to nag at us on monday...those who are guilty of offence.....ha ha ha ha haha....

So before I dissapoint myself and others further, I shall hit my self like Paul did and do the right thing.

MK gave me A Poem during my intermediate last year. Title : Don't Quit!! I have sticked it on my wall reading it and telling my self I have someone up there who believe in me and I shall believe in myself.

No more discouragement! Stop all that self focus nonsence and buck up......yup buck up...buck up.....buck up.....

So long......fairwell its time to say Good Bye.....

His Prayer - Thank You

This Is My Prayer

Dear Lord, I thank You for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You. Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through God's eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of God. And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example -to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others.

I pray for those that are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those that don't believe. But I thank you that I believe. I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every family member in their households, I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly.

This is my prayer.
In Jesus' Name, Amen.

~ Anonymous

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Satisfaction

Thumbs up for Land Law though the last two papers was quite discouraging as always mock exam is a mockery to me.

Irene and I have a new motto this year. Last year was the word " Gambateh " in Japanese mean " Put effort " This year she gave me a new motto called " invest to grow ". Basically investing time and energy to make it again this year before the finals.

We were talking bout our dreams on the way back home after Trust paper and definately we are investing our energy for our career path.

All I want to do now is to have some sleep. I'm extremely exhausted after the late night sleep and under the influence of cofee. I thought of going home to sleep but was quite reluctant to travel home and coming out again for Church tonight. So I decided to stay at the British council and have some rest cum study.

Despite that, I sleep well for the few hours last night and Mr ELTON aka E.L. Tan has do me a favour today by giving me 10 questions to choose from. We are happy to get to do what we have prepared for or at least to a some vision on that paper.

One more paper to go for tomorow and Friday shall get all things organised ( Books, files, papers, stationaries, Table, supplements, coffee and the like ) ready for a new mission of revisions. ) Oh ya also renewing my Car Licence before I procastinate further.

You must be wondering why I put "Satisfaction" as the title today. I saw this advertisement in the Sun news paper this morning with the phrase " Is your eyes betraying you ? " Then latter I saw the headline that " Judge have no absolute immunity " while I'm walking up from the KLCC LRT station a white man gave me a small piece of paper written " Are you dissatisfied ? "

From the eye solution advertisement to the working add that the man gave me. I have come to one conclusion the word satisfaction. Why ? In a way we are not satisfied about how we look, then the Atorney General describe the dissatisfaction of the public on judges immunity that they should have absolute discretion in deciding their case and finally we are not satisfied about our job that draw our attention to another company or field.

There are millions of dissatisfaction in life. Another million dollar question. What will satisfy you ?

Yup Satisfaction, Friday Bible talk.....we shall discuss that further.

That's all for now.....do ponder..........

God bless Amen!

My Bed is calling me to sleep

Finally, managed to complete my preparation for Land law tomorrow. Hope that the alarm clock rings loud enough to get me out of bed.

Still lots to cover for the real exam. I'm preparing my self mentally and physically this week before the revisions start. As it was always impossible for me especially it takes a bounden duty on me to sit down and concentrate for long hours...Do pray for me to have self discipline and spirit to buck up on my studies.

As I wish Shiau Fong will sing me lulaby tonight....she is busy with he friendster blog...I shall sleep 1st.

This song is nice : Our challenge ( I learned from National Conference )

Leaving my past behind, Knowing much more I'll find
Taking a step into the unknown
Surendering all I have, Giving my all to you
Knowing not my will, but yours be done

chorus:
Run faster, Reach higher,
Changing our world together,
Run faster, Reach higher,
Declaring your love forever,

As we pray for our land, Jesus we'll make us stand
Knowing you're with us, till the end
Casting our pride aside, Taking each other's hand
Standing united, in your might

Bridge:
And I'll hold, I'll hold on to you,
Cause You'll light my way,
I'll hold unto you,

Cause You'll guide my way
And we'll hold, we'll hold unto you.
Cause you'll light our way
We'll hold on to you,
Cause You'll guide our way.

G9.... Sweet dream.....

Love,
Eve

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

And Here it goes.....

2 Thessalonians 3:6-10

6And now, dear brothers and sisters, we give you this command with the authority of our Lord Jesus Christ: Stay away from any Christian[c] who lives in idleness and doesn't follow the tradition of hard work we gave you. 7For you know that you ought to follow our example. We were never lazy when we were with you. 8We never accepted food from anyone without paying for it. We worked hard day and night so that we would not be a burden to any of you. 9It wasn't that we didn't have the right to ask you to feed us, but we wanted to give you an example to follow. 10Even while we were with you, we gave you this rule: "Whoever does not work should not eat."

QT for today.

While I'm still thinking about Friday Bible Sharing it was a tremendous struggle battling in my head. What is the right thing to do? Bible says we ought to behave, work hard, and be an example to others.

I'm posting my self with lots of question of fact that I have not been doing much...so since there is a word called repentance.

2 Peter 3:9
The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.

Thank God for that. I'm giving my self no excuse to come to repentance before God. I'll Toil and work hard today. Putting all my mind into my studies for the 12hours of labor and 12hours of rest.

He provides sufficiently for all things.

Meanwhile, shall go back to my desk and finished up the necessary.

Adios, God Bless!