Fuh!...Finally I have sometime to write or I must say I must write this...I've been busy with classes, planning my finance, worrying about my mum and dad who is quite sick lately. My Dad has been coughing for the past 1 year and it is contageous and thus mum oso got it. Recently, God sent a lovely angel to bring him to see a doctor while I'm not around. As of today I'm gonna do something radical, I hate to see myself being so helpless at this moment. I sometimes wish I am the leader of the family, and able to provide and dictate what to do. Maybe, that is also why God create me as a girl is for me to learn to surrender to God and provide them emotional support instead.
Radical? As you know me and my rice barrell I can't live without it and maybe it's time to get away from that addiction of eating to much rice. I shall surrender this to God and really on my knee praying and asking God earnestly for healing.
I also has gone the extra miles for an interview, if God is willing and it is his plan for me, I shall leave my teaching career to the corperate world and continue to put my trust in God that he'll provide.
About my future, I felt I'm more surrender this time round. I guess, worrying too much is not good, and it only brings more discouragement. I know God will take care of it for me, in his proper timing he will grant me the desire of my heart what is best for me.
Meanwhile, do keep me in your prayer, and give me some encouragement to spur me on.
Love!
