Shopping

After the tiring month of preparing and focusing on HOPE WORLDWIDE, finally it comes to an end. It was a stress, fun and exciting time for all the volunteers. My dark circles is rather unbearable already!! need some eye mask, lemon and cucumber...

2009 coming liao...like every year my resolution is to look better than the year before. People say when you get older all the paint, powder, foundation need to be used to tampal those pot holes on the face.... So "Cham" :(

So I decided to release my mid life crisis with some shopping, and cutting my hair...I think I need to do something with my hair...haih...like Siow Po...

Anyway, Monday is my eye treatment appointment and yesterday I bought a dress for my self and a working bag...Feel extremely Good..But I promised someone to keep money ;&
ok..ok I promised after sales...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

Thanks for all the greetings, messages, email, facebook, gifts and celebration. Thanks for overwhelming me with lots of Love and assurance.

This year was special coz I can leave the college without having to go through the misserable mock exam :) Wo hoooo! and my honey plan a celebration for me..(so sweet) and my department head bought me a present ( intimate Encounters with GOD). And guess what I got RM200 for Hope Charity Concert from my HR Manager dated 19/12/2008..

It was just so sweet and overwhelming :) I'm so grateful to have all of you and God has definitely blessed me with those frienship.

Thanks for Everything :)

Magic Box

Yesterday I was reading a few books just for pleasure...I realised I got motivated whenever I read something inspiring but that inspired moment is just for a fleeting time..

To keep me inspired, I have to put it into practise..but you know lah...I'm a terrible Sanguine that only do things 50% and then lost focus and turn to something else..haih..sigh :(

How good sometimes if there is a Magic Box, I can just choose what I want and turn back time to finish up whatever I've left behind or just at least do better on those things I did not, build those friendship and catch up with those long lost friend that I've lost contact..

Anyway God definitely know better than I, thus we can't argue that things has not passed and refused to change. He works in ways that is so immesurable and human just have to realised that God is always in control..

Struggle and learned

The Children's camp was one of the biggest lesson I've learned this year. Sometimes, I've tried hard to gel into groups..deny my insecurity and learn to be close with others. Many times I find myself struggle in big groups and especially I've no peers around me.

One thing for sure, I'm learning to be secure and trust God in every where he put me in. I'm so convicted with the lesson on " Endurance " Sweet and Simple. To be successfull you have to accept failure and continue to peservere and never give up.It really helps me to see how I need to learn to build this character..therefore, this will be one of my new year resolution for 2009...

Sian...

Someone sabotage me with water bottles obstructing my way. I trip and cut my finger :( sob sob...so painful wor...

Sick :(

I'm abit feverish now..still got 1 hour 30 minutes to go to finish my lecture.

My throat is so sore..I think I deserve an MC tomorow.

:(

Day 2

Healthy Breakfast

1) A Cup of Hollicks - replacing Coffee
2) Papaya - yiaks hate it :(
3) Sandwich
4) Enzyme

Lunch

1) 1/4 rice with 2 vegetables
2) Fruits - Hmm thinking...
3) Mark all assignment - I think I'll loose weight and vomit blood

Dinner

1) Soup
2) Watching TV - maybe shall write some cards
3) 70 Skips

:)

Day 1

1) Identify why am I getting Fat.
2) Cry at the corner
3) Start making a difference.


10 Things that will make you FAT


1. Not enough sleep. Is there a more obvious depleter? But amazingly overlooked by many as the one thing they can do to re-create energy and maintain their health and vitality.

2. Unexpressed emotion. If you are angry at someone or some thing and you ruminate, complain, and find no direct, cathartic way to express yourself such as talking, writing, playing sports, etc...over time it will fester in ways that not only drain motivation for self care but create self-defeating and self-harming behavior.

3. Unfinished projects. Leaving projects to begin new ones creates unfinished business and little, weighty, black clouds that follow our every move consciously or not.

4. Poor interpersonal boundaries. Setting boundaries to protect ourselves from prioritizing the needs and wants of others above our own frees up enormous energy and empowers us toward other forms of self care.

5. Not asking for help. Are you someone who feels that they should be able to "handle it" without burdening others? Do you refuse help even when it is offered? Accepting help reduces stress and creates friendships so why not do it?
6. Caffeine, alcohol, and tobacco. You know what is going to happen but you do it anyway.

7. Stress. Unresolved stress will lead to a state of di-stress over time. If you know what relaxes you then do it. If you don't then learn. Stress will kill you, but first it will make you fat.

8. Watching television. Yeah, we think we are relaxing, vegging out, but watching TV takes energy, disturbes sleep, and does not give us the rest we deserve.

9. Poor Eating Habits. The epitome of a vicious cycle.
The pooerer you eat the less energy you have to improve your eating.

10. Lack of exercise. Although it takes energy to exercise it also creates new energy and makes us feel good.

Please keep me accountable.

What I want for Christmas ; )

I know I know...too early for a Christmas Wish list...But...I wish I could really fulfill Them... ;)

1) Bring Mum and Dad to Genting to watch New York Harlem and count down together
2) Celebrate mummy birthday with all my lovely friends
3) Buy a Digital Camera
4) Go shopping for gifts for all my buddies in Church and work
5) upgrade my handphone Sim card
6) Some new clothes for Christmas
7)
8)
9)
10)

Still many of those...need to plan out...

Ps: Let me know what you want for Christmas...hehehhe...but depends on my budget lah..

Love,
Evelyn

DALAMNYA KASIHMU BAPA

G2 Cm6/G G2
Dalamnya kasihMu Bapa
G2 Cm6/G G2
terlebih dari s'galanya
G2/B C2 B7/D# Em7
pengorbanan yang termulia
Am7 D11
s'lamatkanku

G2 Cm6/G G2
Dengan darah yang tercurah
G2 Cm6/G G2
Ampuniku atas dosa
G2/B C2 B7/D# Em7
Kubersujud kepada - Mu
Am7 D11
Oh Yesusku

Cho:
G2 Em7
Engkau kusembah, Kau yang terindah
Am7 D11 D/C
Pulihkanku dengan darahMu
G2/B B/D# Em7
Engkau kusembah, Bapa mulia
Am7 D11 G2 C/G
Seumur hidupku, ku mau menyembahMu

I'm happy

Bored

Lately, really struggle to blog...nothing seems to take place in my mind this few months...I shall declare Aug - October as my low blog months..

People says you find beauty in silence..meditate to reach enlightenment, for me silence is a killer. I don't find enjoyment in silence..I rather have a bee buzzing in my ear then to be killed in silence..You know lah...I'm very talkative one mah... Suprisingly, my colleuge find that I'm quite quiet,hmm...I busy mah...remember in my own world I'm still talking to myself..

Slow to speak is a challenge for me...I cannot tahan myself not responding to a single topic that people raise..especially those controversial ones..I just can't stop it..

As a result of that, there goes the Chinese saying " Kong To Cho Tor..." Haih..Sigh..the more you talk the more error you make..There is truth in it....But you know lah... I oso very stubborn at times...so hard...no face lah...

Ok lah...late liao...wanna go home and watch TV..meanwhile, will repent from talking too much..next time, if I do talk too much...do tell me ya..." But do it gently lah".. Give face mah...hehehe

TATA...

No Post?

So sad [one 1 want....] the last post is like 2 months ago...

Let me explain..

First I m very busy....You know lah...need to jaga my kids at home..Shiau Foong especially...

2nd reason is because...I'm busy oso...you know lah...Work from Monday to Saturday ...I'm a dedicated lecturer mah... ( Everyone Must Agree )

3rdly...hmm...nothing to write mah...so no post lor

4thly I think now I'm totally out of idea liao...

But but...hold on ok...Will appear Soon :)

Love you Me! :)

Fidelity

This two weeks was a tiring yet fulfilling week for me. Where I spent the most time with my mum, sharing with her about Christianity, having people reaching out to her and dinner at home everynite. It's amazing to see how God work in his special way in her life.

Fidelity? I supposed it means faithful with one obligation. My August schedule was just so packed with things, I believe many of the disciple can relate to it, sometimes tiredness will just drive us crazy.

So I Take time to do some reflection and ask my self is there any good in doing so many things? How if after all the things that I've done I get so tired and frustrated and worse still my words became sacarstic and then people get hurt and all blame goes to you.

Yesterday leaders meeting was a great challenge. To learn to be a servant and be faithful in one obligation (Fidelity). Our church has put in so much hard work so that we all can make it to heaven and no longer gonna be seperated anymore.

Sometimes, I think to my self why do I miss someone so much when they are away? This is because they are so important to me and I'm worried if something were to happened to them and I can't see them anymore. God is so awesome, when he say he'll be waiting for me in heaven and there is no longer sadness and tears and we'll be together forever.

Isaiah 55:9:

9 For just as the heavens are higher than the earth,
so my ways are higher than your ways
and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.

Be faithful..

Dedicated to Honey

Happy Birthday To my Dearest Honey

This was the Birthday Slide made by my honey for me. Just want to thank you for all the beautiful memories you have engraved for me. I Love You

Everyone Need The Lord

A Prayer

I seems to enjoy everything that I do lately. Felt so released after graduation no more worries about exams or even passing it. All I have to do now is just focus on God, relationship with people and of course the work that I do. I felt that my wings is stretch and I can roam over the sky flying up high. Really felt like a free bird..

Last nite, I decided to call mum and just have a short chat with her. Our relationship have never been so closed since she decided to study bible. She is really my motivation and inspiration when come to my personal bible study. She can easily quote scripture and her love for the bible really challenge my heart to do my part as a disciple and to even bring my personal relationship with God higher.

She told me her struggles and her desire to follow God. I was so touched when she said " I ask God to bring me to his Kingdom soonest and I even think of the date I'm gonna be baptised" I am so stunt to hear that and how can I not give glory to God at this moment. I can't hold my tears hearing how God work on this beautiful woman in my life.

My faith was definitely lifted up by her simple yet eager heart to know God. God has done imasurable great things when I'm not aware, he change life according at his timing and for his glory.

Please continue to pray for her. I can't wait for her to be added to the Kingdom this year.

Awesome Friday

I'm very inspired by John Lee sharing on Friday Campus Bible talk. He go to the very simple basic of seeking God yet giving us a clear and interesting illustration and analogy. He divide us into two groups and while he is reading the book of Genesis, he ask us to draw the beginning of how this world was created. I'm personally inspired to see that abviously both group will come out with a total different world form the other. We have different size and standard and we can't come to the same agreement as to how should the world look like.The point is there can't be 2 King rulling at the same time, otherwise it will be a kiosk.

Just want to thank you John for the inspiring sharing, my friend Jovin was inspired and finally decide to come to church after so much pursuation. The truth is God has his right timing for everyone. TO God be the Glory..

Tragedy

My Lecture has change to every Friday 1pm - 4.30pm. So today with full enthusiam, I get ready to go into class to deliver my lecture, while in the lift something come into my mind ( mind the gaps - and I recall how I first fell down during a lecture) it was such an embarrasment lah...

So while, I'm walking in the class and trying to put my attendants list and stationaries on the table..( "PAK"..fall down :( blink blink ) oh My God!! sakitnye...so I help myself up and two other class rush forward to help..."Thanks :) I sat down for a minute...and recall why bad things always happened to me? So what should I say now?

After the 5 minute I stood up and start my lecture. So I say " So that's the joke of the day...:) everyone start laughing and say miss " I think you should start wearing Clogs... hahahahaha...

ok..tahts that way it is lah...

Can't Wait

Today CLP exam is finally over. Huh! I personally felt the tiredness and mental torment for this two weeks. I'm so proud of each one of them, fighting hard and never gave up. At least I dont have to wake up early in the morning and travel to UM anymore. I need some rest....

This Saturday gonna have a special treat from someone special :). I'm so grateful even when there is many times in my disciple life things just don't work out so well or the way I wanted it to be. Things can be change, just need a little more understanding and forgiveness.

Just letting go the pass and move forward to a better year and build more wonderful memories. God is faithful and he remembers every promises he said, I will trust the Lord.

Energy Flow

This is my Favourite. Mr David is teaching me this piece :)

Stars

I love stars when I was a child, I still do, it was just amazing to see how God beautifully created them and put them on the sky..Have you ever wonder why God created them? In Kl stars is hardly seen anymore, the polution level is worrying...maybe in years to come stars will be hardly seen anymore.

The stars is known by the scientist by name, But to God every stars carries with it his purpose and love from above. Why do I say so? It is amazing to see how this world is being created and every details of it. The stars is proven to give energy to the earth, it keeps us warm and the plants grow..it creates a romantic feelings and amazement to the creatures.

Everyone want to be a star in their life, likewise for Chistians we want to shine in the life of others. Touch their hearts and keep them warm with our hugs and smile and above all to help them to be able to know their creater who is in heaven.

Hmm...I Love stars.. Shiau Foong said, the stars in Cameron Highlands is obvious and glaring..

Love and Respect

Pot Holes

Yesterday was a great Sunday listening to the sermon and attending the leaders meeting. I can't help to share to others about the lesson and the good news which is spread around the pool of leaders.

I'm not only spiritually ill discipline, I'm also financially ill. Four years ago as a student, I'm squezzing my Bank account for my exam fees and the many months of unpaid leave months for my exam. So when I completed my LLB I'm declared a Bankrupt with only RM10 left in my bank.

Thank God that he provided for me during difficult times and I thank all the Brothers and Sisters who has been giving to me. Giving me encouragement and food to eat, I'm definitely so grateful and thankful for all the sacrificial love from all of you.

Meanwhile, God also provided me a job right after I finish my LLB in a travel agency in Mont Kiara. Two months later I'm offered to lecture in my college and given a chance despite my poor results. God is definitely gracious and walking every steps with me. I've promise God that I'll spent wisely when I get my pay and I'll remember him.

So I started my savings since Feb this year. Keeping money for rainy days and just live by my budget. Although, many months I have over spent but I still got some money to keep. Which is an encouragement to me... :)

When we grow older, commitment is increasing and I'm struggling to cope with the recent inflation. Vincent convicted me that I need to be a Thermostate to change the temperature of my environment as opposed to complaining and grumbling with the situation I face.

No matter how little I have I know, God is there to take care of me and provide for me and as a disciple I also gain conviction to be financially responsible. Sometimes it is just so tempted to spent on clothes and shoes and buying things to encourage myself after all my hardwork.

It is definely not easy, but for something great in future. When Vincent shared about the Building Funds I must confess I felt burden too..Can't deny that I'm struggling to give. Sometimes when I look back, no matter how I struggle I will still have food to eat and watching a movie or hang out with friends.

It is true to say that doing things for others is more difficult then for our own. It is easier to keep for one self then to give to the poor. I'm praying about it, I know God will continue to bless and provide for each one of us at any ciscumstances.

If someone with RM800 can take care of a family of 5, what are we complaining?

Don't worry if he care for the Birds he care for you Too :)

Work hard and save up :)

For Him

Hey folks! I just came back from hometown 3 Days ago...Misses hometown especially mum and dad. The life style is just so laid back, mum has been calling me almost everyday since just to chat and tell me how they are doing in Ipoh. Everytime I go home, I felt so much..Like what Whye Leng has been sharing, our parents is growing older who will share the good news with them?

So many people out there is struggling and feeling hopeless with the things that they are doing. They don't understand what is right and wrong even if they know they don't understand why they have to do the right thing. How not to be crazy in this circumstances?

What is so different as a disciple? We still struggle the same thing but now we understand what is right and wrong...and we understand why we need to do the right thing..but still sometimes we fail..So how lah? Still going crazy :(

After sometimes being a disciple, I started to accept how hypocrit I am, how weak, how feable my leg to stand on the ground that I'm going to do what is right. But I'm not giving up! Coz I know God love me and I'll keep fighting.

With all the weakness that human face, we still have God blessing us with 4 studies on hand. We have 9 friends coming for our bible talk, and 2 decided to study bible. So on Monday, Shan Shan is coming to my house to study bible with the two girls. Do pray for them, and may God bring fruits to our labour.

God dont only sent rain to the righteous, but he also sent rain to the sinners. We can be sure that, if we wake up and we are still alive, God is gracious to us. When we realised we don't wake up anymore, we know God is bringing us to somewhere he has prepared. Satan brings guilt but God brings repentance. It is just a question as to how much we want it.

Cheers for now, please pray for Jovin, Mala, Cris and Stacy.

Love,
Eve

Romeo vs Gentleman

I was reading a book which someone lend it to me sometimes ago..We loose touch and now the book become mine. Since I have no PC at home and no time to blog, I decided to just pick up a book as a bed time story.

The book entitle couplehood, it simply starts from page 145, reason? So that when someone ask me how far I've read that book I can proudly say at page 150, although I've only completed 5 pages.

OK..Let me start of with my Romeo and Gentleman debate here. There is two answer for everything, because the world refuse to give a same consensus to a Question, reason being is that they felt " NO FACE LAH" follow people all...ok ok..no matter what stand you are taking it is all yours. As far as I'm concern, let me just share this with you.

5 Years ago, when I first came to church..It was amazing! Why? Back then brothers used to walk us to the LRT and Calvin Chai who stayed near our sisters house will walk us home. He then become part of our sisters house buddy, whenever we have a birthday celebration or makan time or want someone to makan dinner together he'll be there. I still remembered that there is a time when he go outstation he wrote us a postcard which we pin it up...He was just so loving and encouraging. So is he a romeo or a gentleman? Hmmm of course a GENTLEMAN.

Life goes on like normal after that...Back then I was working in a Travel Agent as an Operation Executive ( People call me OP ) I'm the only person in that department with my Manager..I used to go out lunch with my colleuge and we share different stuff about life..and again I met this guy who seems to be a gentleman, he will start saying things to flirt around with you ie: I miss you, and I mean it kind of thing..This is a Romeo...

I remember vividly, after our midweek service in Church, there is a brother who comes up to me asking me out for a date ( back then- now happily with my Honey ) during the date, he offered to carry my bag, open the door and pull my chair for me during dinner..That is so sweet...and everyone will agree with me that this is a GENTLEMEN.

If you realised, there is two diffent things about guys..They thought that woman love to be flirt around...but take note " Those woman might not be serious too" But there is another guy who will do all the dumb thing never thought girls will like it..But little that you know..They'll buy it!

Hmm which are you?

Ok about the couplehood that I read " it just shows the reality of life between a couple" what they shared in common,their daily lives and struggles.

I just thought of it and what kind of men that I wish to have, my answer will always be the gentleman. Let words lest be spoken but sincere in action ( Evelyn )

Tips for the awesome Brothers :) Rule of Thumb! Be SINCERE :)


1Peter1:22
You were cleansed from your sins when you obeyed the truth, so now you must show sincere love to each other as brothers and sisters. [ Greek must have brotherly love.] Love each other deeply with all your heart. [ Some manuscripts read with a pure heart.]

Home is where my heart is....

Hey guys! I'll be going back to Ipoh this Sunday after church. Really misses mum and Dad and all the nice food and warm soup at home. So many things I want to do when I reach home. Please pray for safe journey mercy and a good time reaching out to my parent.

Someday, you should come and visit my hometown, I don't have to promote further about the food there rite? I promise you no regrets...

See You again in due time.

mY bATH rOOM

After Li Kean decided to say the long vow and the word I do in front of the pastor, from that moment the world spinning around me. STOP! rewind...So Li Kean, to poorer or sickness are you bla bla bla... " Yes I do" everybody say: oh.....that is soooo sweet.

oh..so what about my bath room? Oh I forgot, after she said the magic word..her room in the sisters house is now officially mine hehehehe...So not only I get a legal title on the (6feet x 5 square)room you know how bad my math can be, but it also come with a complementary bathroom.

The first day, the tap is leaking..so the water drips non stop..I happily wake up wash my face, brush my cute teeth and gorgle my mouth..oh mehm...the shower is oso leaking...please tell me what is wrong with you guys...?

JOYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE........yES? Leaking :( ok ok get it done for you..." Ask and it shall be given remember? So Joyce with her expertise in calcullating building tiles decided to get her friend to fix it...So it was fix a week later.

lalalalalala...Eyes pop out.oh mennnnnnn...I got to wash bathroom this month..ok ok..Saturday comes...brush brush brush...watering the bathroom..ok why not take bath oso...ok take bath..wash bathroom..I think I should oso wash my clothes...wash wash...

tip tip tip...HA? no water? oh.........mennnnnnnnnnnnnnHMNNNN...Wat is this? So I waited for the water to fill in the Water tank for 15minute..sitting on the toilet bowl..finally water comes...I clean my self and walk out my bathroom.

Next time..sis if you overnite..please bare with my bathroom...

My Apology ;'(

Dreams and Passion

Like every other morning, I've to try very hard to squeeze myself into the most advance technology of travelling called the "LRT". Less to mentioned what kind of odour you will get. Anyway, that was not the issue.So what's the big deal? hmm..someone just hijacked my old post...I've drop the post for now..

Meanwhile, I'm excited waiting for my music class to start next month. I was searching about jazz music and now I'm all charge up to get started. I learned the history and beauty behind it and one day I'll present my piece to you. Who knows I'll start my own music school oneday :)..Hmm I'm day dreaming..

How about law? I love it too...I enjoy lecturing alot, next year I'll consider to get more serious about my profession. I might want to come out to corporate and gain some experience.

Meanwhile, I just want to enjoy the process of being a lecturer.

Absolutely

Someone ask the question as to why get married as it would be the first step to getting divorce? Since our world population is estimated to be 6,677,563,921 by July 2008 getting married will eventually reproduce many more people. If the rate of divorce spouse gonna be incresing, then there will be more broken family, and this will eventually increase both the suicide and crime rates in the country.

Ironically people still want to get married and want to have children of their own to continue the so called Sir name and generation of humanity. So if reproduction is important why not just have tube babies? They will then argue that no..it is not the same it is not as a result of love. It is against the very nature as to how God intended how human being should multiply and many unwanted consequence. Oh...you belive in God? Then why you believe in divorce? Sometimes...people just don't get along you see..So why get married?

Sound confusing Is'nt it?...I think people are just too struggle to admit the needs of the simplest things in life. Both God and relationship..even in the kingdom today many struggles with both of this simplest concept..the truth is coz we are too fearful of what is happening around us since history.

The question is why dwell in the pass? Why get depressed about it? Why not make a change? For me my greatest victory in life is able to know God and have a relationship with him. Through him, I understand the meaning of life and he how he intended things to be.

Though there are still many things to be discovered, but it was all exciting.. :)

GO go Chia Yu!!

7 Things I love

1) Play Piano and listening to Jazz with a glass of Carbenet Savignon (1990) ;P
2) Lecturing and giving talks to large crowds ( I talk craps at times but I love it! )
3) Study bible with someone ( Serious Stuff / I love the logic and wisdom of it )
4) Going dates with my awesome boyfriend ( yeah..someone holding my hands walk walk )
5) Bully people at appropriate time ( this happened if I can't sleep at nite but most of the time I dooz of before the light turns off )
7) Received cards and gifts ( This excite my spirit can jump non stop; good for diet though)


7 Things I dislike

1) Durian ( Smells like Cow Dang...ops sorry to all fans.. :P Belk )
2) Reading Statute books and memorising stuff ( My Brain spoiled as a result of doing that for 4 years)
3) When I forgot to bring my handphone and purse ( It feels like I'm in nomanisland )
4) Drawing ( I can only draw my favourite trademark..you know that gils :) )
5) Boring stuff like walking around the mall ( Window shopping is killer)
6) Under Construction *****
7) Under Construction ******

7 Things I want to do in my life time

1) Learn Music ( Play professionally like my Sayang )
2) Go to Paris for holiday
3) Help someone to become a disciple ( Which include my family)
4) Have a happy family
5) Make it to heaven
6) Able to teach in Church according to church vision
7) Under Construction ********

Who will Protect Me?

The Crime rates is increasing year by year. It's somehow scary to start your day with a cup of coffee over the news paper. Human is just so Phsyco nowadays..You just don't know what is in their mind and what they'll do.

Back in 1990..Danny ( My Tai Ko Ko ) got bullied in his secondary school. People used to tease for being fat { Fat boy fat boy...nenenenne) and dislike him as he always makes peoples life difficult as a prefect in the school.The boys start pushing him around and make fun of his size.He ended up going home downcast and sad, dad found out about the incident, with his anger something bad gonna happened...

The next day Dad brought his bunch of army to Danny's school and look for the person who is responsible for teasing him...(Who bullied my son ?) Danny pointed furiously to the boy..Dad push the boy to the wall asking him...what he did to Danny...they called him Foo Hoe then..My dad confronted him and warn him if he found out any of those nonsense again he gonna take serious action about it...Understand? The boy noded..[ Wah dont play play with my DAD ]

For Danny, Dad was his Hero...he work hard to excel in all the things he do... He won many competitions, studies and always make my dad proud of him...Therefore, if you are in Rome do what the Romans does...Danny protected the two of us in any circumstances.

It was amazing to see that how our parents were to protect us from any harm and bullied. Remember the little chick and Eagle game? The Eagle tries hard to catch the chick and the Hen will run before the chick to protect them...even if she knows that the eagle gonna eat her up, the chick must be well protected.

Luke 11:13:
If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him?"

1I will lift up my eyes to the mountains;
From where shall my help come?
2My help comes from the LORD,
Who made heaven and earth.
3He will not allow your foot to slip;
He who keeps you will not slumber.
4Behold, He who keeps Israel
Will neither slumber nor sleep.
5The LORD is your keeper;
The LORD is your shade on your right hand.
6The sun will not smite you by day,
Nor the moon by night.
7The LORD will protect you from all evil;
He will keep your soul.
8The LORD will guard your going out and your coming in
From this time forth and forever.

No matter how tough the things you face, how scary the journey maybe...He'll be there for you..

Pray that he protects every single footsteps you made..God Bless!

Kids Kingdom

The title will dictate to you that these children dominate the Kingdom. Every Sunday morning we'll have a Kids service, praying,singing,dancing and they are thought to give contribution to the poor. I'm so convicted when I saw Lucius reminded Mia to put the money in the bag which she already did earlier. It was simply inspiring.

TJ post a question while he was explaining the lesson for that day. He ask, have they feel hurt before? The children answered: Yes...So TJ ask one of them, why you feel hurt? Dad Spank me :) TJ ask again why? Child answered, Cause I'm naughty...

It was just so amazing to look at them and learn how they respond to their own wrongdoing.

Chee How then took over from the bible story to live application. He gave them a few scenario as to " WHAT WILL JESUS DO IF THIS..WERE TO HAPPENED? "

So he ask, if Jesus saw a girl and she drop her ice cream on her shirt and subsequently cried because she have no more ice cream to eat..so what will Jesus Do?

All the children put up their hand and wanted to answer....So he pick one of them..ok Edmund..JeSus will buy her another Ice cream....So we laugh true...Chee How explain..Jesus will comfort her and help her to clean her shirt or change to another one...

After Kids Kingdom is over while waiting for the parents to pick them up..Jerod come to me and said..teacher I got 20sen, lets play magic...we played for almost 10 minutes...and he said..teacher your hair so long...he said...cut short like me...hahahahhaa..so cute...then he said...teacher your finger so long....luckily he did not ask me to shortened it..fuh...

All the Kids is so adorable...so proud of them...how they express their love to Jesus and their love to you..They just need 5 minutes to be close to you...they love you are who you are..they don't question your motive they just accept you and want to be your friend...

They are really a joy...can't wait to see them growing and one day become a disciple...

God Bless the little Children...all the children of the world...red and yellow black and white all are precious in his sight..Jesus love the little childen of the World..

:)

Swing

123....weeeeeee 1.........2.......3.....Weeeeeeeee! Higher...HIGHER.....gO hIGHER........

Daddy used to bring me out for a swing or swimming at the Swimming club... I still got my photo with my milk bottle. Looking back at childhood simply put a smile on my face.

Mum and Dad work very hard for the three of us. Mum used to cook lunch and which include also for us dinner, she and Dad will then leave the house by 11am for work and come back by midnight. Danny will took care of the two of us..doing homework, afternoon nap and heat up the dinner and make sure we finish our meal. I could'nt understand why we need to finish our food, sometimes you know kids need some junk! :P
Like the saying goes..a junk food a day keeps the child awake ;) hehehehe

Danny woke up early each morning to help dad prepare for his hawker stall. Dad own a van which he travel around selling burgers and drinks..After settling the two of us, Danny will ride his motorbike to the place where dad placed his stall and help them till evening comes.

Being a child all I know is to whine and argue with them why they should'nt work so much...they should just stay at home and have time with each one of us. Alex is the most timid of the three of us, he is quiet and never demand anything at all. He is easilty contented with things. Dad use to ask him what he want for his birthday..all he'll do is to shook his head. So dad decided to buy him a "REBORK" Pump shoe for his special day..you'll not believe this " Pls don't try this at home " he slept with the shoe...I thought he was wierd...

Having stated that, I love each one of them very much. Despite the little time we have with each other..all my dad think of is our future, all mum wants is to see us grow and be someone out there. Danny understood their hardwork and thus waisting food is as bad as not appreciating them at all. As for Alex he is easily content with whatever dad gave him.

I pray that each of them will be able to know God and one day be in his Kingdom...

If you do have a prayer request do drop here. I'll be more than glad to pray for you...

Love you people :)

Which is better?

If you know, Malaysians are one of the most hard working people on earth. Back in 1990 I got a shock and dissappointed when the shopping mall in Sydney closses sharp at 5pm. 4.30pm people is already packing their stuff to go home. To my surprise, there is nothing interesting at night. The only thing my cousin suggested was to go for the gay bar or the Mardigrass show. What? Did I heard you correctly? That is awefull..I'm neither a guy nor a gay...so what is that suggestion.

So we decided to stay put at home and watch a movie. Back then I'm only 15th, so you are aware that when the clocks ticks 8pm we could only go into the room for some kids show like Simpson. So I'm a big fans of Simpson that I bought a shirt in Australia that I could wear it to make a point.

All I did in Australia was visiting some parks and historical places. Uncle Simon even tested me on the name of the flag. Oh dear...this is a killer trip. I wish shopping complex closes at 10.00 so I can escape from all this educational children trips.

KL is the best. You got to stay up late and go fondue your way to the mamak and catch a midnight show..now I'm reaching my late 20s..and I come to realisation how I wish I could visit Australia again. Sitting by the beach, having my fish and chips, go home early and have some family time. Steamboat at the yard and crack some jokes before a good nite kiss from mum and dad. Simpson with Adrian and Jay...laugh at the fact that I hit myself on the crytal clear window...

Sometimes, the other side of the field really looks greener...be it a job or a friend or even your spouse..but let not change what God has plan...

My Quiet Time This morning inspires me by the fact that, God told Jeremiah he knew him before he is in his mother's womb. Jeremiah excuses is that I'm only a child how can I tell the people what you have commanded me.

God then said to him " Do not say that you are a child, I'm with you and I'll rescue you. In life there is 1001 and excuses and challenges, but what I choose is what dictates the very outcome.

Which is better?

Shall Ponder...........

Meditate

Last week was an interesting week for me. Lots of assignment to mark, student to attend to, spending time with the disciple,sister group meet up to prepare ourself for the high month,conflict resolving, UM application which turns me down and a deep talk with honey it was just rather overwhelming...I know you could relate to me.

Sometimes things can be as just overwhelming and tiring..but it was all worth it! When my student sms me and talk to me about their struggles, God made me realised that you are appreciated and trusted in the work you do. He is working at different people's life in his own special way, to give encouragement and helping them go through different challenges in life. For us, nothing much we have done, for them we have given them enough courage to face the challenge.

Then God said, "Behold, [Ps 104:14; 136:25] I have given you every plant yielding seed that is on the surface of all the earth, and every tree which has fruit yielding seed; it shall be food for you

What about the spending time? If I could recall, I've never used this vocab before I became a Christian all I know is to hang out or catch movie or go yum cha at some nice mamak at late nites. There is some spiritual concept when I was ask to spent time for a very first time :) That is so cool, there is no longer about me and the person who I spent time with, God is always in between the conversation and how we deal with the situation as a disciple. I thought that was so awesome!! So when I have a chance to spent time with someone, I shall look forward that God is with Us :)

[Acts 14:17

*--correction--* Acts 17:27

] though He is not far from each one of us;

Thursday was sisters meet up, Shan Shan ask us to update ourself and share our ups and down. Come to realised of it, everyone faces challenges...none of it is less important than mine... seeing how they overcome and make it into an Up of their week was really inspiring. Not self focus, not selfish, but vulnarable, open and inspiring..Felt so refresh after the meet up..felt recharge to face the week again..maybe at times we can be so self focus on our troubles and challenges but who knows that your struggles brings assurance and confident to others when it is used to glorify God in all situation.

Deuteronomy 10:21
"He is [Ps 109:1; 148:14; Jer 17:14] your praise and He is your God, who has done these great and awesome things for you which your eyes have seen.

The best part of the week was to resolve conflicts with my Shiau Foong, I realised I understand her more everytime we resolve. We fight, we laugh, we cried and we resolve..God help us to put Matthew 18 into practise..I know one day when I just look back at our friendship I know there is no regrets and our love for each other has brought us through..

As for UM application :) Nevermind, I'm happy for the fact that God has shown me what he has prepared in advance for me. His plans never fails..I have many people who just come forward to give me their words of encouragement and affirmation. I enjoy my dating life, lecturing and doing God's work. The future is in his hand, I can only go on my knee to ask God to show me his will.

For desert :) go on a date with honey! We have a great chat about our childhood and other issue in our dating life. Though it was up and down but it is still a great experience to be able to date someone. It really helps me to grow in different area as a christian.

So when things go wrong as they sometimes will, take a rest if you may, but stick to the fight when it's hardest hit, cause you'll reap your harvest when you never give up and does'nt quit.

God Bless!

Thank You

Saturday was an intense day for all the contract student. Facing Exam on Monday and butterflies are all over and student is so tense up and worried. Phew.. I can understand that feelings. I felt like hugging each one of them and say thank you for putting in all the hardwork..You will definitely reap the result very soon.

Joan said, Miss I wish to bring you into the exam hall. It makes me realised that the last few years I ask God the same. He did go through every moment with me to just calm me and help me out on those time I got Panic attack. Ya Joan I wish I could just be there...but no worries...I know you have work hard and now you just have to tell your self the little that I have I will go in and not give up!

I heard Yen Siang vomitted on Sunday and not feeling too well. Just a little thought of smsing her and make sure she is ok and get her MC submitted, I just gave her a simple text. Her replied " Wah your information so Geng one must be from Jason :) Miss Thank you ( infinity ) I will make you proud tomorow.

Girl I just want to say that I'm always proud of you, your eagerness to wait for me to end my class and asking me question on contract law till late nite. Study and do your assignment and comming for sassy already make me so proud of you.

Thank you all my student for being such an encouraging bunch of blessing to me. Giving me support and be there to just tell me how much you have appreciated me for the last 9 months is enough to make me proud of you.

Jason, I am inspired to see how you help your classmates even on Sunday just to ensure that the weaker onces is alright. I'm definitely so proud and may God grant you with good results.

I'm gonna miss all of you, I'm sorry coz I can only see all of you 5 minute before your exam start today. I know the hall is intense, do remember I'm here praying for each of you that I could remember by name and those I can't I have also lay down my prayer request that God be with you in spirit to fight it through.

Love All of you! See you in 3 months time on your result. I am looking forward to rejoice with all of you and for all the hard work that you have put in.

Love,
Ms EVELYN

Why you So like that :(

I wish I could be like Jane or Wye Leng that I could be spiritual all the time. But at times I fail to still do what is right, knowing clearly what the bible says and what God expect from us. Like Paul I oso don't know why I do what I dont want to do and yet still do it.

Like Eve, knowing clearly what God told her not to eat the forbidden fruit yet ate it.Hmm...I am so weak..I am battling to pick up myself every morning..some morning I woke up feeling really misserable and loss about where I am heading to. I loss my passion for people and felt alone in this world...that reminds me of the song "This world is not my home"

I sat in the train this morning, battling in my mind what happened the past few days..and reading the book "Secure in Heart". It was so true that I felt lonely at times..I felt no body is around to care and concern about me. I m only expected to care and concern of another person. Am I wrong to expect as well?

I know he will comfort me...


I can see now, God that your decisions are right;
Your testing has taught me what's true and right
Oh, love me and right now! hold me tight!
just the way you promised
Now comfort me so I can live, really live;
your revelation is the tune I dance to

Psalm 119:75-77

I Love You

Yet the LORD longs to be gracious to you; he rises to show you compassion.
For the LORD is a God of justice. Blessed are all who wait for him!

Isaiah 30:18

Trust for he Love you

It was just so convicting to hear people sharing their faith and how they use difficult times to glorify God and trust in his mighty power. Sometimes, we are just too lack of faith although we know God will never harm us but instead wants the best for us.

Passage Psalm 139:13-14:

13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.

14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

2 Samuel 7:28

O Sovereign LORD, you are God! Your words are trustworthy, and you have promised these good things to your servant.

No matter how tough the road that we might sometimes falls, I know he will help us up and do even greater things we could ever imagine. I will wait in expectation like David for God to hear my prayer. May you be blessed by him while he work things out for you.

Love you :)

Something Great

I've been thinking what shall I write this time. But it was just so much things happened last week. Maybe I should start w my parent coming to town last Wednesday, we went to wack some Indian Vegetarian and that nite was also the church AGM.

The next day, I went over to Val's place to spent sometime and get to know her and seek some help. To my surprise she is so understanding and gave me some encouragement to grow. But it was just so great to learn from her.

On Friday, mum continue her bible study with Lyn and Katy. It was rather a challenge for her to make decision that Jesus is the only way. She struggle to let go her believe and just follow JEsus. Anyway, I trust God that he'll make a way and I know she will make it. Thanks to every hardwork that all of you have put in, at his timing things will fall into place. Do continue to pray for her.

Sunday was just interesting :) Sitting in the Golden Girls morning devo, hearing them sharing about life and their conviction was really refreshing and heart warming. Sisters should definitely sit in and learn from older woman as what Bible says.

So what is something GREAT?

Its the BIG APPLE...my boyfriend was so awesome :) We went for a treat in Big Apple and of course being me...I got to choose what I Want :). I wonder why does it call Big Apple.

Here you have it !

I shall stop feasting already. Life is too wonderful with all the food around and I'm wonderfully putting on weight :(

My Love Language

Evelyn's primary language of love is acts of service. When a loved one does a simple chore for her it speaks volumes about how much they care about her. Of course, different acts of service mean more to her - and that's up to her and her loved ones to figure out.

Discourage

6:05pm...so tired on a Saturday afternoon Lectures. 2 more lectures and 5 more reversion classes...I shall take a break to enjoy myself.

Very stressed and tired the whole week. So many things need to prepare and so many classes to entered into. Standing and teaching is just so challenging, 3 long hours on heals and writing on the board and talking as loud as I can...I just wish after all the teaching and yelling and hard work someone will just come up and say.." I appreciate you..

Sometimes, that will not come true..I shall only keep the feelings to myself. I can only work without expectation this is the world had for me. I pay you " you better work hard". I believe you can relate to me.

This year my new year resolution is to really look at others interest before mine. I'm a total failure and I felt so lausy...I can't lower down my standard to put myself on other people's shoe...It just does'nt fit.. the more I force myself...the more I felt discourage when I can't control the situation.

Who will understand?

Let me