STUDY STUDY STUDY

I must confess, I have been so ill discipline this time round. I've Bomed almost all of my promise everyday. There goes the saying " What I should do I don't do and what I should'nt do all I did...

So dissappointed with myself, I am facing a at least 3B's this year yet the spirit to work towards that was far far behind. I definately need some accountability and planning on my studies so that my days will not go in Vain.

Mock exam has been scheduled on 18,19,20,21 December 06. 6.15pm local time ;). So I have told Irene my plan for this year mock exam coverage. Please help me to get back to my study mood and "DO HURL INSULT AT ME IF I DON'T" So that I will take it seriously.

I shall be back to my all times favourite British Council.

Here's a summary of my Weekly Schedule:-

Monday : Sit Debrina BB Study unless there is a replacement to British Council
Tuesday : Study day British Council
Wednesday : Class and Church
Thursday : Christine BB Study
Friday : Group unless hang out to BC
Sat : Class, study in Library & Date
Sunday: Church,Class, Study

Pls keep me accountable Everyone.

Love,
Eve

Stuck in between the Earth

Sometimes things are just too difficult. Stuck in between things and facing choice and trials of many kinds. Between selfishness and selflessness, between worldliness and holiness, between wickedness and Righteousness and on and on...

This two weeks was really a testing of faith in the office. Case after case that my superior require me to tell lies. I thought to my self why is this thing happen again? It was not something new yet it was just so difficult everytime.

Why out of many she choose me? Oh God why you put me in situation like this? I remain silent and ignore her.

So Hannah advice me to tell her and uphold what is right. Definately in my heart I do not want to offend her nor my colleugue. Not doing so, I will then offend God. oh dear...battling in my heart, God can you make it easier?

No make a stand! What Kind of disciple are YOU? What can men do to you? ok ok I finally surrender and decided to talk to them on this. I shall not compromise for the sake of how they felt.

QT God says:

1 Peter 1:6-7

6In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. 7These have come so that your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.

So I decided to take up the courage to talk to them about this and shall make it clear to them what I believe. As expected nothing good will turn up, they reason that when we are stuck in between things we have no choice but to tell lies and it is not too big a sin afterall. I told them " I'm sorry but this is what I believe and I hope you guys understand"

Today office look so gloomy, maybe my mood also affected when people start to label me oh she is holy, we shall not say this or that it is against her. Oh better don't say that it is so bad...and for a moment I felt I am an Alien in the office.

Mat 5:11 "Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me.

Mat 5:12 REJOICE and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

Hmm...Be happy then for my God is bigger than any of my troubles!!!!

Love,
Eve

Pillow Talk

She ask, Eve you like soft pillow? So I replied er...my pillow is made of feathers you know. She ask again in disbelieve, what? Where you get that? There must be alot who have sacrifice for your comfort. I tot not comfortable actually I wanted a new one, just that it has follow me throughout so I shall keep it. My answer then therefore, my brother bought it I was given the privilege to use it :)

What in the world " nothing better to debate but pillows? " that is sisters main topic of the day to come up to their daily words quota, what you wear, what you use, what is the price, where you get it etc etc...

Not my intention to blog about pillows but I can't help it, that now I'm thinking of how they actually process that pillow oh Gosh. I want a new one...

So I can put it right in place and start reflecting about the holiday. Then I shall update my blog but meanwhile please wait k :) If someone were to get me a new one I shall progress faster ;)he he