This two weeks was really a testing of faith in the office. Case after case that my superior require me to tell lies. I thought to my self why is this thing happen again? It was not something new yet it was just so difficult everytime.
Why out of many she choose me? Oh God why you put me in situation like this? I remain silent and ignore her.
So Hannah advice me to tell her and uphold what is right. Definately in my heart I do not want to offend her nor my colleugue. Not doing so, I will then offend God. oh dear...battling in my heart, God can you make it easier?
No make a stand! What Kind of disciple are YOU? What can men do to you? ok ok I finally surrender and decided to talk to them on this. I shall not compromise for the sake of how they felt.
QT God says:
1 Peter 1:6-7So I decided to take up the courage to talk to them about this and shall make it clear to them what I believe. As expected nothing good will turn up, they reason that when we are stuck in between things we have no choice but to tell lies and it is not too big a sin afterall. I told them " I'm sorry but this is what I believe and I hope you guys understand"
6In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. 7These have come so that your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.
Today office look so gloomy, maybe my mood also affected when people start to label me oh she is holy, we shall not say this or that it is against her. Oh better don't say that it is so bad...and for a moment I felt I am an Alien in the office.
Mat 5:11 "Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me.
Mat 5:12 REJOICE and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.
Hmm...Be happy then for my God is bigger than any of my troubles!!!!
Love,
Eve
1 comment:
Cool! You did it again. Testing of faith comes when God want to mold us. It's good it happened, which means God has his trust in you before He allow it be. You've found favor in His eye..hehe.
Take heart, we are aliens to this world. Our final destination is not here. We'll go to home where there's no tear. Tahan a while....
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