Magic Box

Yesterday I was reading a few books just for pleasure...I realised I got motivated whenever I read something inspiring but that inspired moment is just for a fleeting time..

To keep me inspired, I have to put it into practise..but you know lah...I'm a terrible Sanguine that only do things 50% and then lost focus and turn to something else..haih..sigh :(

How good sometimes if there is a Magic Box, I can just choose what I want and turn back time to finish up whatever I've left behind or just at least do better on those things I did not, build those friendship and catch up with those long lost friend that I've lost contact..

Anyway God definitely know better than I, thus we can't argue that things has not passed and refused to change. He works in ways that is so immesurable and human just have to realised that God is always in control..

Struggle and learned

The Children's camp was one of the biggest lesson I've learned this year. Sometimes, I've tried hard to gel into groups..deny my insecurity and learn to be close with others. Many times I find myself struggle in big groups and especially I've no peers around me.

One thing for sure, I'm learning to be secure and trust God in every where he put me in. I'm so convicted with the lesson on " Endurance " Sweet and Simple. To be successfull you have to accept failure and continue to peservere and never give up.It really helps me to see how I need to learn to build this character..therefore, this will be one of my new year resolution for 2009...