A Walk with Thee

After a month back in KL, things has not been the same anymore. While I look at my watch daily I know that I'm running out of time as I promised to use it wisely thus, I hope I'm able to take every minutes count. I mean doing everything before my final year classes start.

Thus, when someone missuse my time, being late for appointment, even take it for granted. I'll lost control and freak out.Oh God how can this people so so irresponsible and then I get all things mess up in my schedule. Somehow, this is my personal character, even if I am not running out of time I am just so so struggle when someone is late for appointment. People advice me to be flexible, Flexible? Why should I? When it is their responsibility to respect my time.

Little that I know I have again forgotten my time is not mine. It is Thee and I shall learn from him. Little that I know I have been a grumblers as well as what Vincent shared in the Leaders Meeting yesterday. Though I might not express it but you can tell it ( smack on on my face ).

Jesus! What am I doing? What shall I do? How can I do it? Please pray for me while I'm learning to make sure people is not taking my time for granted yet I can still bear with them in situations that I need to be understanding.

Group meet tonite for Quiet Time sharing. Hope we are able to bring out what we felt and help one another to get back the right focus.

Input anyone?

It takes Courage

Have the courage to appear foolish, for the real fools are those who never attempt anything. Have the courage to make mistakes, for they can teach you like nothing else can.

Have the courage to take action. For even though your actions carry the possibility of failure, if you never act then you are certain to fail.

Have the courage to live each day fully, with enthusiasm and a generous spirit. Though there are many problems in this world, there are a whole lot more positive possibilities.

Have the courage to do what is right instead of what is easiest or most convenient. It will earn you the respect of others and, even more importantly, the respect of yourself.

Have the courage to see and accept things for what they are. That will put you in position to make a real difference.

Have the courage to love, to speak your mind, to follow your curiosity and your passions. Have the courage to give of yourself, for the goodness you give will come back to you over and over again.

Diary

In Ipoh life is just so lay back and I'll get all attention I needed without asking and it annoyed me sometimes. In KL is where I'll get back to reality where there is so much responsibility and work to do and thus I need to look at others interest and needs above myself.

Last week Wai Leng shared about priority. I thought I have my priority right yet when the message was shared I got it all wrong and the only one I'm correct was just true in the mind yet was not in the heart.

It really breaks my heart, seeing myself so disorganise in life. As a single God is always our priority and guess what the second priority is not you, is not church, is not evangelism either it was PERSONAL GROWTH.

So if you were as disorganise as I am, lets get back those priority right. If you have been a discipline and organised disciple please come and encourage me and help me.

I'm not complaining don't get me wrong I'm definately excited about what I'm doing right now, sometimes I felt worn out and thus I just want to pour out how I felt so that I will have you to carry my burden together.

I hope life could always be joyful and beutiful, sometimes you want to smile but you might have to sigh. Life is full of bumpers and to get to the destination you just got to motivate your self of what is in front of you.

Exams result is coming out real soon. I just got so worry when the letter arrived, as much as I want to have faith and be surrender, my mind is haunting me about what ever consequences as a result of that.

Hmm....anyway, putting that aside...and continue to do what is right....

I'm out of insights...give me wisdom...

I wish that King Solomon spare me one of his wish and I'll ask for the same...