Diary

In Ipoh life is just so lay back and I'll get all attention I needed without asking and it annoyed me sometimes. In KL is where I'll get back to reality where there is so much responsibility and work to do and thus I need to look at others interest and needs above myself.

Last week Wai Leng shared about priority. I thought I have my priority right yet when the message was shared I got it all wrong and the only one I'm correct was just true in the mind yet was not in the heart.

It really breaks my heart, seeing myself so disorganise in life. As a single God is always our priority and guess what the second priority is not you, is not church, is not evangelism either it was PERSONAL GROWTH.

So if you were as disorganise as I am, lets get back those priority right. If you have been a discipline and organised disciple please come and encourage me and help me.

I'm not complaining don't get me wrong I'm definately excited about what I'm doing right now, sometimes I felt worn out and thus I just want to pour out how I felt so that I will have you to carry my burden together.

I hope life could always be joyful and beutiful, sometimes you want to smile but you might have to sigh. Life is full of bumpers and to get to the destination you just got to motivate your self of what is in front of you.

Exams result is coming out real soon. I just got so worry when the letter arrived, as much as I want to have faith and be surrender, my mind is haunting me about what ever consequences as a result of that.

Hmm....anyway, putting that aside...and continue to do what is right....

I'm out of insights...give me wisdom...

I wish that King Solomon spare me one of his wish and I'll ask for the same...